"I was a real idiot. I had a short fuse and would say the wrong things to the wrong people. I had a big falling out with John Scott, who was the Cardiff coach when I was 18 or 19. I was a flanker and I wanted to get in the first team at Cardiff even though Richie Collins, who was playing for Wales at the time, wasn't even starting. I said, 'put me in the first team, what are you doing?' John said, 'well, internationals aren't even in the first team.' I said, 'I'm better than them, put me in the first team'. I'd already ballsed up school and now I'd now ballsed up youth rugby. So, I went to Canada and enjoyed myself for three or four years, before returning to UWIC as a mature student."